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Wednesday, 12 August 2026

An Unfiltered Diary Note of a Valorous Kite

This was a blog post from my drafts, dated 2016.

So, here is how it oddly begins...

A kite was born from a soul’s deep desire, a little key he believed could keep him happy, out of a souls deep desire, a key to remain happy, he thought.

It was given colours, its talents, a design, its character, and every little detail was a unique choice made by its creator. The creator never wanted to part with his kite. It was his creation, his thought, his love, his needs, and a part of his life.

But fate had other plans. The creator was taken to the heavens.

And once he was gone, people began fighting over the kite, like children fighting over a kite that had fallen from the sky. Everyone wanted to claim it, because it belonged to no one anymore.

But no one truly understood the attachment the creator had for it.

Because the kite was never just a kite.

It was the creator's thoughts, his needs, his love, and a living piece of his existence.

The creator had made the kite for his wife, the woman he wanted to see happy. She eventually moved on and found her own happiness. In doing so, she slowly forgot about the kite and, perhaps, even the person who had created it.

At one point, she had found a refuge. A place where it could be protected. But life brought new turns, new priorities, and new responsibilities. Slowly, the kite became something forgotten.

Yet the kite never blamed her.

She was its connection to the world. She was its window to everything outside. More than anything, the kite wanted her to be happy.

So it accepted every violent twist and turn that life threw at it.

The kite believed in many things.

It believed that the wind liked it.

It believed that the wind wanted to see it dancing freely in the sky.

But perhaps that was never true.

Even when the wind became harsh, the kite convinced itself that these were experiences meant to make it stronger. Every storm became a lesson. Every struggle became an opportunity to learn.

But the truth was much harsher.

With every storm, something important was being torn away.

Every time the kite showed its strength and courage, its beauty was questioned. Every time it survived, people expected it to survive even more.

The kite had a strong skin. It could withstand blow after blow.

But even the strongest skin wears out.

The wind was essential for the kite's survival. Without the wind, it could not fly. Yet the very thing it needed to survive was also slowly destroying it.

That is the irony of the kite's life.

Life itself was ordinary, but it felt unbearably difficult because there was no one holding its string.

Everyone believed the kite was strong enough to take care of itself.

They forgot one simple thing.

It was still just a kite.

And the wind, the very thing it needed to fly, could also be the thing that destroyed it.

So every time the wind became stronger, the thread would tighten and the spool would turn faster.

The poor kite would desperately cling to whatever solid thing it could find. A pipe. A hook. A corner of someone else's building.

Anything that could keep it from being carried away into the uncertain sky.

Until one day, there was nothing left to hold on to.

No more pipes.

No more hooks.

No more buildings.

No more strength to keep searching for something to cling to.

And that was when the kite finally understood something.

Every strange building it had clung to during every storm was an attempt to find its creator again.

It had been searching for its father in every place, in every person, in every shelter.

Now the kite decided to let go.

Not because it had given up.

But because it had finally stopped caring about those who did not care for it.

There was only one thing left to do.

Fly.

Fly in search of its creator.

The kite was the last remaining proof that its creator had once existed on Earth.

And because of that, the kite would never give up.

It would never destroy itself.

It would protect itself from fire.

It would protect itself from water.

It would protect whatever remained of the creator's work.

But the wind would keep getting harsher.

And strangely, the kite no longer feared it.

The kite needed the wind to fly.

And flying was the only way it could continue its journey towards its creator.

So now, the kite almost hopes the wind will not stop.

It hopes the wind will push harder.

Stronger.

Farther.

Faster.

How strange is life?

The kite that once feared the wind now wants the wind to blow harder, because every storm brings it closer to where it wants to go.

Maybe that is what courage really is.

Not the absence of fear, but the decision to keep flying even when the very thing carrying you can also break you.

The kite will fly.

It will protect itself.

It will carry the colours, the character, the love, and the memories its creator gave it.

And someday, when it finally reaches him, perhaps the creator will look at his kite and know that it never stopped trying to come home.

Kiss life. And fly.

Monday, 10 August 2026

A summer evening at Shakespeare’s Globe



A summer evening at Shakespeare’s Globe, watching A Midsummer Night’s Dream. Couldn’t have asked for a more magical introduction.

Shakespeare’s Globe is one of the most extraordinary buildings in London.

The original Globe Theatre, built in 1599, was destroyed by fire in 1613 when a theatrical cannon misfired during a performance, setting its thatched roof ablaze.

When the Globe was reconstructed and reopened in 1997, every effort was made to remain faithful to the original. Traditional Tudor-style bricks were recreated using clay mixed with goat hair, the structure was built entirely from timber, no steel was used and the iconic thatched roof was restored.

That last detail is remarkable. Following the Great Fire of London in 1666, thatched roofs were effectively prohibited within the city because of the fire risk. Yet, to honour Shakespeare’s legacy, London made a rare exception for the Globe.

As Shakespeare wrote, “All the world’s a stage.” And for the Globe, London was willing to bend the rules to keep that stage alive.

Shakespeare’s Globe is more than a theatre. It is a living piece of history. Inspired by the original Globe, where many of William Shakespeare’s plays were first performed, today’s theatre stands just a short walk from its original site on London’s South Bank.

William Shakespeare (1564–1616) wasn’t just England’s greatest playwright; his stories of love, ambition, jealousy, and human nature continue to speak to audiences across centuries and cultures. Watching one of his plays here felt less like visiting a landmark and more like stepping into the world that shaped theatre as we know it. 

 Our first instinct was to look for Julius Caesar among the books and other things on sale in the shop within the globe complex. Some things just stay with you forever.

The moment we stepped into Shakespeare’s Globe, we found ourselves reminiscing about our English drama classes and our favorite teachers who first introduced us to Shakespeare. Little did we know that, years later, we’d be watching one of his plays in the very theatre that celebrates his legacy.

For better context: Those who studied under the ICSE curriculum, English wasn’t just another subject. We had two papers; English I for language, composition and comprehension, and English II for literature. English II was a three-year journey, from Class 8 right up to the board exams in Class 10, with three prescribed books for the 3 years together: a Shakespeare play, a collection of poems, and a collection of short stories. Julius Caesar in particular for myself and R.
This means we probably spent well over a thousand days reading, analysing, memorizing, performing, and living Shakespeare’s words. I don’t think there is any other syllabus in schools or colleges in India where students study the same text so intensively for three years. Perhaps that is why the Shakespeare play we learnt at school is so deeply etched in our memories.

No wonder standing in the Globe felt less like visiting a tourist attraction and more like coming home to an old friend. 

“He that hath a beard is more than a youth, and he that hath no beard is less than a man.”- Beatrice
From Shakespeare’s comedy 'Much Ado About Nothing' Act 2 scene 1


“Do you not know I am a woman? When I think, I must speak.”- Rosalind

From ‘As You Like It’ Act 3 Scene 2







Thursday, 6 August 2026

The Book That Led Me to the Forest

Yesterday I came across an interesting interview by Kerala Speak as part of their Service Speak series, featuring Adheesh R, who recently retired as a Range Forest Officer of the Kerala Forest Department. This interview reminded me of a book which was the idea behind this blogpost.

Almost fifteen years ago, as a schoolgirl, I read The Wilderness Family. It was my first introduction to the life of a forest ranger, the wilderness, and the extraordinary bond that can exist between humans and wild animals. Back then, buying books wasn’t something I was allowed to do. This one found its way to me only because a relative visited our home and accidentally left it behind. It’s one of those books that can quietly spark a lifelong curiosity about forests, wildlife, and the people who dedicate their lives to protecting them like forest rangers. For many young readers, it’s less about the plot and more about the feeling it leaves behind: a sense of wonder and a desire to understand the natural world a little better.

Ever since, I’ve been deeply curious about forests and wildlife especially Kerala’s. I’ve always wanted to befriend someone from the Forest Department not just to hear stories of the wild, but to understand their lives, experiences, and the lessons that come from living so closely with nature.

That curiosity only grew stronger after a memorable experience in 11th standard, when my school took us on an educational trip to Eravikulam National Park. We spent three days at a forest guest house and trekked through the park’s core zone. The evenings were filled with fascinating sessions conducted by forest officials, and I still remember being taught how to react if we ever encountered a tiger or a wild elephant during the trek.

It’s one of those experiences that has stayed with me ever since.

If your are a Keralite and is interested to watch such interviews I suggest you, a 11 part Interview on Safari Channel of Dr.Arun Zachariah- Chief Forest Veterinary Officer, Kerala Forest Department.

Not just on the Safari Channel but also on other youtube channels such as Babu Ramachandran , The New Indian Express and Mathrubhumi. I really enjoy watching his interviews whenever one comes out.


Another interview that I would suggest is The Podcassette Show of Dr.Vinod Kumar He is the first pet clinician who used FNAC for cancer diagnosis in pets. This podcast interview wasn’t about wildlife experiences, but we get to see a version of a human who is deeply in love with animals, an angel for the voiceless.